Siti Hazi

Mulut mengomel kesah pulak aku? Hati berkata aku kesah. Tapi selagi kau boleh usaha, Kau akan turut juga bicara kau. Kerana apa? Mulut manusia tak boleh bendung Mereka tidak pernah tahu apa kisah kau Apa realiti sebenar yang kian kelam Di sebalik drama, tohmahan si hamba abdi Kerana cenderung beralaskan selimut ilusi, hipokrisi, persepsi basi. Tumbuh sumbur dari nawaitu hati Yang mati. Terkadang airmata berderai, Dek kerana asakan manusia yang menyentak. Lah. Lemahnya. Tidak. Menangislah. Jika tangisan itu mampu menyingkirkan syaitan dalam diri. Bersedih bukan kerana tidak kuat. Bersedih kerana ingin menjadi lebih kental. Mereka berbuat apa cara sekalipun, Selagi Allah masih dalam sanubari In shaa Allah, mujahadah kau masih gagah di hati. Sampai mati. Rileks ah :)  K r nak sambung packing stuff biasalah lagi bape ari je tinggal nak jadi budak degree -,- kbai p/s : tajuk tiada kaitan dengan kandungan oh pishangnya

"so how are you?" "never better" though that face is totally the opposite. stay that way. you know you have Him.

Be grateful that you were born in a calming happy family Be grateful that you have never been under pressure caused by surrounding Be grateful that your emotions are always stable from you were little until now Make use of those blessings in proper ways Because not everyone got what you got Be grateful

It's been a long time since I feel totally introvert and socially awkward. When I totally need someone to do a favour, when I am extremely curious about a thing, but there's no one by my side. Only surrounded by strangers, accompanied by their buddies. And I just do it all alone.  I noticed there was a friend of mine, and deep in my heart I know the person did too. Yet, I was just an unknown to that person. And I felt like crying. Such a pathetic bij

so, apa tu? aqtarabatis means kian hampir, makin dekat, sa'ah means yeah, saat. waktu, second. yet in this context, kiamat. kiamat makin dekat dunia akhir zaman, where, defames are well spread, and the majority are assuredly siding the slanderers, they were well-fed with rumours, alas, they have faith in it. but where's the faith of "He is the All-Seeing and the All-Knowing"? *cynical smile* zero fucks given

iman kita2 ni an ada naik ada turun dia, kecuali golongan yg maksum tu. lambat-lambatkan solat, kurang baca quran, kurang berdoa. so nampak r, iman aku dlm proses penurunan. sembang r tak rasa pape, serabut alam siyotttt. dapat rasa r, aku cam tak ikhlas buat pape. semalam, ada arabic oral, aku supposedly could speak much better than i did, but.. yeah, i didnt struggle that much. similar to ict's quiz, I didnt answer.. well. sbb aku tak well-prepared pun so cane nak did well ye dak, zZz sigh.. esok ada kuiz BRM, aku harap sangat2 la aku bole kuatkan diri untuk prepare habis-habisan and jawab sedaya upaya aku, bkn sekadar jawab cincai. mmg mak ayah aku hantar aku gi sini untuk watlek watpis punnnn zZz selalu sebenarnya terfikir sampai bila nak jadi mcmni¿ apa sbnrnya matlamat hidup aku¿ aku belajar ni untuk apa¿ takkan aku nak go with the flow sampai bebila¿ padahal, matlamat and final destination kita semua adalah akhirah. aku tau tu, dan aku masih berad...