Wishlist Part 2

"Kitorang lagi la, anak kuat nangis. Kitorang kena gi kerja."

"Ibu mengandung yang kerja lagi kesian"

etc.

The dialogues above are ones of the statements I got from people

You know I have my own wishlist and it's kinda embarrassing to share it with anyone including my own family because I'm not working. I'd try not to share my concerns either cuz they'll be dismissive because I don't have a job. Define job? Wear a nice dress, go to office/workplace. That's their definition. 

To me, taking care of my son, being a housewife n online business are still job. But not to them. 

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