Siti Hazi

"Kitorang lagi la, anak kuat nangis. Kitorang kena gi kerja." "Ibu mengandung yang kerja lagi kesian" etc. The dialogues above are ones of the statements I got from people You know I have my own wishlist and it's kinda embarrassing to share it with anyone including my own family because I'm not working. I'd try not to share my concerns either cuz they'll be dismissive because I don't have a job. Define job? Wear a nice dress, go to office/workplace. That's their definition.  To me, taking care of my son, being a housewife n online business are still job. But not to them. 

I won't take Part 1 down since that's how I felt. Whoever found this blog and get the wrong idea from the entry, trust me. Whatever I wrote about wasn't about you 😂 They don't know I have a blog and they don't even have my Twitter. Ala normal la terasa sikit dengan kawan. Tidak lah aku sampai leave group. Tidak lah sampai aku putus kawan. Aku masih rational dan matang at some point ye. I'm writing here since this is only way to express my feelings rather than writing in phone notes. Dan biasalah dah jadi mak ni pastu housewife pulek, laki busy keje, takde sape tanya khabar kau, mana la tak lonely. After bersalin pun agak mood swing mujur tak meroyan je sbb I got too overwhelmed with the new world (Alhamdulillah. Still overwhelmed but loving this journey. Now I understand why mothers want their babies to grow but at the same time want them to stay babies). That's why when it was my special day, I shamelessly got my hopes up, thinking that all my friends who

Aku sedih. Tu je nak bagitau. Kbai.

11.11.2020 Cantik kan tarikh tu? Tak plan pun nak nikah tarikh tu tapi asbab korona, ternikah lah kami pada 11 November 2020. Asalnya, nak nikah 13/11 kenduri 14/11, tapi pagi 11/11 tu mak aku call cakap yang Pahang benarkan nikah tanpa swab test sampai hari tu je, esoknya dah kena buat swab test. Aku memang nak balik Pahang 11/11 tu tapi tak sangka lak nikah terus hari tu lol. Permohonan nikah pe sume dah settle dah la cuma bila kau plan nak nikah tarikh lain tetibe kena nikah tarikh lain ni dia jadi cam omg omg. Oh aku ingat nak share cara permohonan nikah utk pengantin perempuan Pahang n pengantin lelaki KL sbb aku tak pernah jumpa lagi blog yg share, so semua kena explore sendiri. Nanti lah aku buat entry baru guna laptop sbb file2 nikah sume dalam laptop (kalau rajin). So aku pun siap2 la. Tunggu kawan aku, T. T la yg teman aku balik n tolong aku sepanjang kat sana. Terima kasih sahabat. Hanya Allah yg dpt membalas jasamu. So bila T dah sampai, kitorang pun gerak la balik. Tunang