selex 11 | i'm sad hahaha

oh hai. eid mubarak, 

i think i have this habit when i'm at discomfort. i'll express it out here. instead of posting random stuff like i usually did before. idk. i just feel.. you know.. urm.. you know that feeling when you wanna be the best and the utmost special for 'people' you love, alas youre just not good enough. haa you knowwww hahahaha *cries* -,-

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  1. Anonymous14 July 2016 at 19:33

    just let it all out.cry.u will feel relieved and relax.
    -were yours-

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